..Hope..

K so two days ago, two of my good friends talked to Dre in there fourth period class about me. I was hoping that he kinda felt the same way I did. I really miss him and kinda want to get back with him. But of course nothing turns out the way that you want it to. He told them that he didnt like me anymore and that he was just over the whole thing. I was really bummed out cause I still really like him and care about him, but i tried to just let it roll off and i tried not to think about it.

But than yesterday I was on facebook and he started talking to me!! I miss just talking to him. I hoping that what he said will change because I really miss him and I just want to fix things! So maybe there is a small hope that things will get better.

..Why Me?..

Why do I put myself through this??? It sucks! I thought I was over you but I guess not. Every time I see you I feel this big black hole in my chest. Someone plaese explain to me why this sucks so bad!! You hurt me so bad, yet I still love you inside, and it hard for me to understand why you wont even look at me. Do you even want to remeber me or was I really that bad? Sorry I still care about you. I hope maybe one day we can actually talk again.

Love you always,

Brianna

..i.n.d.e.p.e.n.d.e.n.t..

“I stand for freedom of expression, doing what you believe in, and going after your dreams.”

-Madonna

“As long as you keep a person down, some part of you has to be down there to hold him down, so it means you cannot soar as you otherwise might.”

-Marian Anderson

Why rely on someone who might leave. To me independence=strength.

..fairytale..

I'm still waiting for that picture perfect, fairy tale ending. I don't believe they exist anymore. I sure wish they did. But instead there the worst nightmare that comes true.

I wish it wouldn't have ended the way it did. Even though I never said it I really did love you. I cared about you so much. And when I brought the subject up that ended it all, I really didn't want it to ruin us. But I guess there was 2 other princesses in the story, well in my eyes they weren't princesses, but I guess you thought they were. So I hope you have fun with them. And I hope now you will see what you had now that you gave it up for a couple of sluts. I mean everything I said to you, even if you don't believe that me.

Just know that I really did love and cared about you. And I hope you felt the same about me.

Hope your fairy tale ending happens for you.

Love,

Brianna.

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