Thanks to you all...

Thanks to all the haters, you all just jealous some way or another.
Thanks to all you shit talkers, your the one who looks bad not me.
Thanks to all the fake people, soon you will have no one who will trust you.
Thanks to all the shit talking fake people, I am really glad I know who not to waste my time on.

..Spring Break..

So its the middle of spring break, i thought spring break was supposed to be relaxing just lounging around but reality check its not for me! We will just start from the beginning, so Saturday night we drove the 9-10 hour drive to the tiny town of Yuma Colorado. I got stuck driving the night shift in in the snow, lucky me. The only thing that kept me awake while driving was techno and twizzlers! Even the thought of a twizzler makes me want to vomit now cause I ate so many of them that night! But we finally reached the town where I once lived at 12:30 a.m! I was dead! So i drug the three ginormous bags up the stairs to my room and crashed on my bed! But no i didn't go to sleep, my step brother Eric came into my room just to jump on my bed and piss me off! Eric is 18 but sure doesn't act like it 95% of the time! He finally left after a while and I started to fall asleep but than my phone vibrated and i got a text from my step brothers best friend who i used to i guess have a thing with! It was odd because we hadn't talked since my moms wedding! Me and him like made out after the wedding and than the next day he acted like I wasn't even there! He is a f***ing dick! So we texted for like five minutes that night and than I finally got to go to sleep!
Sunday nothing happened.
Monday though was intense!! Eric came and woke me up at 7 or so and says come help me brand cows, it will be a lot of fun i promise! So I put on the crappiest clothes I had and we went drove out to the field! It was so funn!! Minus my shit cover uggs and jeans!! But it was fun, I had to help hold down the calves while they branded them! Ha I would only hold down the really small ones though! It was a Blast!! That night Trey (the guy from the wedding) and I hung out. We just drove around and talked and stuff and it was fine and everything and I thought we were over all the shit that happened at the wedding. But I guess not.
The next day after I helped my step dad move cattle I went over to the track meet at Yuma High School. And guess who was there. Yup Trey I thought everything would be fine and he would at least say hi and stuff but nope he ignored me like he did after the wedding and stuff. I Don't know how I could have been that stupid to think that everything would be fine. Seems like drama just follows me around no matter what state I go to!! F it I don't even care any more.

My Happiness

Seriously the only thing that keeps me sain is my music! I'm pretty positive I would die if I had to go with out music. But here is some of the stuff I have been obsessed with lately:

• Crookers


• Steve Aoki


• Chris Brown's Fame Album


• Adele


• Nicki Minaj


• And Rhianna

Techno has once again been my addiction. I cant get enough of it!! Music is one of the only things that can change my mood in seconds, I can be pissed of at the world and than turn on some music and than be the happiest person alive! But usually its not just music... half the time I'm jumping around and dancing to the music also, so i bet that helps with the mood too! ;)

My Life Lately

Well life has been pretty crazy lately. I am now starting to actually realize how the true friends are and who really isn't worth it. People who try to change me, to me aren't worth keeping around. If you can't except me the way I am than your loss I guess. Why should I change myself to fit your standards?? I am who I am and you cant change me no matter how much you think you can. Live your life, don't let someone else live it for you.