..Why Me?..

Why do I put myself through this??? It sucks! I thought I was over you but I guess not. Every time I see you I feel this big black hole in my chest. Someone plaese explain to me why this sucks so bad!! You hurt me so bad, yet I still love you inside, and it hard for me to understand why you wont even look at me. Do you even want to remeber me or was I really that bad? Sorry I still care about you. I hope maybe one day we can actually talk again.

Love you always,

Brianna