Yup I only count by eights.. Sorry.. But thats How I live..

...To all you who...

To all you who wrote about how much you hate quitters.... How about this why don't you take a step back and go step into their shoes, did you ever think you are the reason they quit. Maybe you should consider it.

Brianna

...Why did I want to come back again?...

So I'm glad to see I have one person actually care that I'm back in Utah. So all of you people who text me while I was gone and said how much you missed me and couldn't wait till I got back you can shove it up your ass!! I'm so sick of all you fake people! Your making my decision to move to Colorado a hell of a lot easier. Thanks.

P.S. Thanks for ignoring me... pretty sure I didn't do anything to you but alright that's cool. I'm better off with out you anyway. Don't think your irreplaceable. She aint you?? Thats bull shit. And I'm so done with it I've put up with it for way too long!

..So what now..

The thing I love the most? The Thing i love the most is being able to choose what I want. I cant wait to have my own house to do what I want with it to, to choose what I want, to own everything. I'm already saving. I just want to leave. But where would I go? I hate it there but here I don't feel wanted. I just want to run away. Far away. A new start.
Screw all you people who say I cant, just wait for it, I will show you. Don't underestimate me.
This is my new start. I'm done with all you fake people in utah. See ya.
-Brianna

..someone like you..

How do you find someone better when the one you had was the best? I hope that your happy now... and someday I will find someone like you.

I heard

That you're settled down

That you

Found a girl

And you're

Married now

I heard

That your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

Old friend

Why are you so shy?

Ain't like you to hold back

Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead."

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead,

Yeah.

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday

It was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise

Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over.

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

They are memories made.

Who would have known

How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind

I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

"Don't forget me," I begged

"I'll remember," you said

"Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Song to my life. Someone like you Adele

..Hope..

K so two days ago, two of my good friends talked to Dre in there fourth period class about me. I was hoping that he kinda felt the same way I did. I really miss him and kinda want to get back with him. But of course nothing turns out the way that you want it to. He told them that he didnt like me anymore and that he was just over the whole thing. I was really bummed out cause I still really like him and care about him, but i tried to just let it roll off and i tried not to think about it.

But than yesterday I was on facebook and he started talking to me!! I miss just talking to him. I hoping that what he said will change because I really miss him and I just want to fix things! So maybe there is a small hope that things will get better.

..Why Me?..

Why do I put myself through this??? It sucks! I thought I was over you but I guess not. Every time I see you I feel this big black hole in my chest. Someone plaese explain to me why this sucks so bad!! You hurt me so bad, yet I still love you inside, and it hard for me to understand why you wont even look at me. Do you even want to remeber me or was I really that bad? Sorry I still care about you. I hope maybe one day we can actually talk again.

Love you always,

Brianna